Taking Off

Little do you all know, I just got my acceptance letter from the Academy of Art University San Francisco. Surprise surprise! Even myself didn't expect this is actually happening.. My mum used to tell me I'm not gonna leave because I would never come back if I could. I thought the same too. But, things changed I guessed.

As time flies, its only two months away from leaving here. I'm already begun to miss the people here. People that I get to see all the day. They said with today's technology, its not hard to keep in touch with each other. I doubt so. Sigh.

Am I gonna survived out there without my family?

Its Mid-May Already

I should have started to prepare for my future... and I'm still sitting here..

And The Answer Is..

No! First day of May is already uncool!!!

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April

April was never my favorite month of all time. In fact, I hate April. Everything bad that could possibly happened always fall on April. Needless to say, this year April hasn't been kind to me either. Such a tough month. Nothing went smoothly. DISASTROUS.I wonder if this will expand throughout the next month.. hmm.. hope not so.

(*in my head - A House is not A Home)

A chair is still a chair, even when there's no one sittin' there
But a chair is not a house and a house is not a home
When there's no one there to hold you tight
And no one there you can kiss goodnight

A room is a still a room, even when there's nothin' there but gloom
But a room is not a house and a house is not a home
When the two of us are far apart
And one of us has a broken heart

I'm not meant to live alone, turn this house into a home
When I climb the stairs and turn the key
Oh, please be there, still in love
I said still in love
Still in love with you...yeah...

Go Forward

Sometimes I wonder, what have I done to myself in this past 4 years. I was once very proud of myself, but now the confidence isn't as strong anymore. I wish I can have faith in myself again.. I wish


"there is no guarantee, that this life is easy.. when my world is falling apart, when there's no light to break up the dark, there's when I, I look at you.. you appear just like a dream to me..."

(*pic from Karheng)