Tuesday, August 30, 2011

不善于沟通

最近开始发觉自己其实唔系好善于沟通
譬如话
同室友坐系同一厅 我地居然可以零交流 是我的问题吗?
或者我真系习惯左 自己一个人住 暂时未能适应
又或者 我系个大闷蛋 同我倾计好嘥气?

查实我依家系做紧夹心人 唉 自己拿来衰

好友鬼鬼搭住我度 室友原先都ok geh
鬼鬼并唔系无品或态度差 只系室友觉得他好似白吃白住 却系事实
虽然鬼鬼偶然会帮补添买食用品 但室友同我仍然觉得他好似无么贡献
再讲
鬼鬼系我geh好友 过去两周 真系玩到癫
影真打开眼界
绝对系 ‘如何用一蚊玩尽全世界’ geh 最佳人选
穷到隆都仲可以晚晚去蒲 交际能力叫人咋舌

话番转头 其实真正的导火线系源自今朝鬼鬼问我地
他geh阿哥可唔可以搭住一晚 haha
我本身系无问题 个人非常认同因果 或者我前世真系欠左他
但系室友就当场黑脸 将个波扔返俾我
sigh

好明显地 我geh答案系yes
但系就觉得室友好似恼左

whatever啦
今朝有酒今朝醉
明天才打算明天吧

Sunday, August 28, 2011

Lifes Instructions

I came across this post while I was stumbling upon. Feel like sharing:

Life's Instructions

1. Have a firm handshake.
2. Look people in the eye.
3. Sing in the shower.
4. Own a great stereo system.
5. If in a fight, hit first and hit hard.
6. Keep secrets.
7. Never give up on anybody. Miracles happen everyday.
8. Always accept an outstretched hand.
9. Be brave. Even if you're not, pretend to be. No one can tell the difference.
10.Whistle.
11.Avoid sarcastic remarks.
12.Choose your life's mate carefully. From this one decision will come 90 per cent of all your happiness or misery.
13.Make it a habit to do nice things for people who will never find out.
14.Lend only those books you never care to see again.
15.Never deprive someone of hope; it might be all that they have.
16.When playing games with ! children, let them win.
17.Give people a second chance, but not a third.
18.Be romantic.
19.Become the most positive and enthusiastic person you know.
20.Loosen up. Relax. Except for rare life-and-death matters, nothing is as important as it first seems.
21.Don't allow the phone to interrupt important moments. It's there for our convenience, not the caller's.
22.Be a good loser.
23.Be a good winner.
24.Think twice before burdening a friend with a secret.
25.When someone hugs you, let them be the first to let go.
26.Be modest. A lot was accomplished before you were born.
27.Keep it simple.
28.Beware of the person who has nothing to lose.
29.Don't burn bridges. You'll be surprised how many times you have to cross the same river.
30.Live your life so that your epitaph could read, No Regrets
31.Be bold and courageous. When you look back on life, you'll regret the
things you didn't do more than the one's you did.
32.Never waste an opportunity to tell someone you love them.
33.Remember no one makes it alone. Have a grateful heart and be quick to acknowledge those who helped you.
34.Take charge of your attitude. Don't let someone else choose it for you.
35.Visit friends and relatives when they are in hospital; you need only stay a few minutes.
36.Begin each day with some of your favorite music.
37.Once in a while, take the scenic route.
38.Send a lot of Valentine cards. Sign them, 'Someone who thinks you're terrific.'
39.Answer the phone with enthusiasm and energy in your voice.
40.Keep a note pad and pencil on your bed-side table. Million-dollar ideas sometimes strike at 3 a.m.
41.Show respect for everyone who works for a living, regardless of how trivial their job.
42.Send your loved ones flowers. Think of a reason later.
43.Make someone's day by paying the toll for the person in the car behind you.
44.Become someone's hero.
45.Marry only for love.
46.Count your blessings.
47.Compliment the meal when you're a guest in someone's home.
48.Wave at the children on a school bus.
49.Remember that 80 per cent of the success in any job is based on your ability to deal with people.
50.Don't expect life to be fair.

Friday, August 26, 2011

What's Up?

So much going on in life right now!
- movies watched this month: The Change-Up, Final Destination 5, 30 Minutes or Less, Fright Night, Planet of the Apes, The Debt, Don't Be Afraid of the Dark, Warrior, 50/50, The Help, Glee movie (I think I might gonna pay to watch One Day just 'cause...)
- Learned Sake Bomb (LOL)
- boys night out! *woot woot
- Met John Madden!!
- Met JOSEPH GORDON LEVITT!! ARGH Right in front of me! *another check on my dead wish list (honestly I'm ready to die if I bumped into Brangelina one day in Cambodia or something)
- tried Pakistani food (which is naan and tandoori chicken HAHAHA)
- pizza night
- obsessed with Ancient Aliens
- super obsessed with Wilfred
- really felt like a nerd now

So agreed with RegularJoe:

- "The universe isn't made of atoms... it's made of tiny stories"

Sometimes it's not about what you do, is how you interpret/see/watch/listen and so on

Wednesday, August 24, 2011

Self Discovery

You know when they say, who you're mixing with reflects who you are in person. Well now I realized this is so true. I've been hanging with a lot of random people these days and I kinda have a better understanding of myself, in terms of what I want and what I need.

Let's begin from the surface - I know I love movies - to an almost obsessed level. I like to voice my opinions over every effing movie I watched. It wasn't that obvious (maybe it is to some people) back home because we don't get good movie coming out every week. Here, I'm having a blast just attending all these random screenings of my choice. I love interpreting stories and what's not. Having my girl, Chelsea, moviebuddy/roommate/(fill in the blank) now is all I could asked for.

From movies, I realized I'm a person who preferred to have conflicts. Well get this straight, conflict doesn't equal to argument. I just don't see myself in a place like Utopia where everyone is just peace and calm and nice to everyone else. Anyway like that will ever happened.

You might think I am a person who's really good in talking but that's just the few things people assumed about me. I find it really hard to express myself, like my true feelings, even to my closest friends. Sometimes, I don't think people get what I was about to tell, so I would just shut down how I really feel and just go with what people think I am feeling. I don't think its really a bad thing because sometimes the truth hurts.

Owh and, as most people would think I am a street smart guy, I kinda begin to realize I'm more towards a nerd. Haha. I can spend my entire day in the house facing the computer reading facts that no one gives a shit but felt so content about it. I did try outdoor activities, skateboard? WTF. HAHA. But that clearly is not my thang. It was fun to try out new stuffs every now and then but I guess I'll just stick to the TV and theatre. You can take a boy out of the cinema but you can't take a cinema out of the boy. LOL

Well about stories that I've been getting drunk and fucked up a lot lately, well, that's partially, or should I say half true. I do drink but not like I'm getting fucked up every night. I think its good to loosen up once in awhile but I don't think I am able to do it everyday. It kinda loses the idea of drinking isn't it? Kudos to my friend who can think of a million way to get wasted and partying hard though. I envy his freewill of not worrying about the future but i guess that's just not how it works for me. I'm not ready for mankind evolution I guess. Haha

So to conclude my little self discovery - I am a shy, not outgoing, chilled geek who people nicknamed the walking fandango. Period.

Sunday, August 21, 2011

Chasing Pavements




I've made up my mind,
Don't need to think it over
If I'm wrong, I am right
Don't need to look no further,
This ain't lust
I know this is love
But, if I tell the world
I'll never say enough
'cause it was not said to you
And that's exactly what I need to do
If I end up with you

Should I give up,
Or should I just keep chasin' pavements?
Even if it leads nowhere
Or would it be a waste
Even if I knew my place
Should I leave it there
Should I give up,
Or should I just keep chasin' pavements
Even if it leads nowhere

I build myself up
And fly around in circles
Waitin' as my heart drops
And my back begins to tingle
Finally, could this be it


(I can't get enough of ADELE!! She just inspired my next work)

Saturday, August 20, 2011

Wonderful Week

It's been awhile since I do something productive. But again, what is productive? Emo aside, this full week has been a blast. My roommate Chelsea is back from Florida, we hang out and had so much to catch up with each other. So glad that Olivia got accepted to the RA job at the same time!(I'm more excited because she finally left the apartment)

On the other hand, Leo is back too! Got to admit, none of my friend can cook to begin with, so not only he can cook, he cooks like a pro too. He never ceases to surprise me with all his hidden talents. HAHA

So 'much' done this week - hangover, hangover 2, hangover 3, ... hangover 5 we went for a special screening for the movie 'The Debt', (kudos to myself for finding those tix FOR FREE) and we had a Q&A session with the director, John Madden himself right after. It felt so surreal to meet a real Oscar nominated director. The movie was great. Love love love Jessica Chastain. And owh, the guy in Avatar, Sam Worthington is in the movie too. Check it out when it comes out later.

Can't wait for school to start nonetheless. Till then I will just hang it here and hum to the Lazy Song. Don't judge me. That's holiday.


(P/S: Thanks to Facebook, I just realized this is officially my first one year living in the State. Living up my teenage dream!!!!)

Monday, August 8, 2011

Capt. America 2.0 & More

Challenge of the week:
Complete this by Tuesday
Update V2: Don't think will be able to get it done by Tues.  Really taking time on this one


2. finish reading 'One Day' by tomorrow
3. clean up my place + 1 threadless submission (Tuesday)
4. Final Destination 5 + 1 threadless submission (Wednesday)
5. Warrior (Thursday) + grocery shopping

That's the plan for this week so far.


Friday, August 5, 2011

悠闲假期


时间飞逝 话甘快暑假就来放完 全世界都问我做左D咩 其实真系答唔出
真觉得自己好似废材 人就系矛盾 - 有野做时就懒懒行 无野做时就稳野做
原先geh plan系稳暑工- 有啊 见十份有九份都feel到好似会请硬我甘 到最后都系无答复
算, 画画咯 应该容易稳工D 又唔系话无水准 点知死画烂画准备portfolio geh同时已经俾人截左胡
都算 参加比赛咯 总有D胜算瓜 胜系胜 统统都系胜在先 输在后 真系想爆粗

就系如此气馁geh时候 D好友们个个好似失晒踪甘 稳个人打气仲难过捞月
D倾得下geh就无拉拉sot过我 未开口吐苦水已经有一堆苦水哒落我块面度
sot D都仲有 失惊无神问我觉得他为人系点 认真地思考甘回覆,可能耐左D 点知他一句‘你好似敷衍紧我’ nia ma 激得我啊
都算 打起精神 最后geh冲刺帮我个design拉票 稳晒一堆旧同学来vote 心酸到 可能自己都有D唔岩 平时都无mat打招呼 无段段叫人家帮手系有D awakward 但系我总算系扯烂块脸吧 敷衍下我唔洗死瓜

真失败 过去的三个月好似真系么都无做过 除左每个礼拜睇几场free首映 which对某D人 甚至乎大部分人来讲,都觉得: 睇先zek, so? 有奖拿啊? 这少少geh成就甘都俾抹杀左

好纳闷啊 真该反省 其实系我geh问题吗?
希望系假期完之前可以稳到份工 塞住D八婆geh口 但系我这个已经好幸运geh废柴 还会有上天geh眷顾吗?

Tuesday, August 2, 2011

Random Update

Howdy everyone! Not sure if you are aware but I deactivated my facebook account recently. Reason? None. Just feel like detoxing from facebook addiction I guess. Two screenings coming this week but I can only attend one because both take place same date with only an hour gap. Ugh. Currently reworking on my blue valentine painting and this is a glimpse of what I achieved after 4 hours.
So many mistakes in my original painting! Gosling face was flat and weird hair/neck/mouth. I feel so much better with this one. Will upload the 'finish' painting once I'm satisfied. You know what they say, an artwork is always unfinished because there's always room for improvement. Guess I figured that by now.

UPDATE:
SO MANY MISTAKES!!!!!