Its hard to maintain everything in the same condition all the time.
I was chatting with one friend of mine, and all of a sudden, he popped a question saying:
How long have we know each other for?
Wow.. then I started counting.. it's been seven great years.. we do, still remain as close as we were.. despite the fact that we are no longer studying together or always get to spend our times with each others. (That sounded just as gay as Chad Danforth!)
But some others, however, started to doubt about our friendships. Neither myself can determine the exact causes - was it my ego or the low self-esteem of others which developed without us realizing. Its such a sad case to see, people tend to take unintentional jokes as serious quotes. I have to admit on some points that, I did make some bad comments/ sarcasm/ critics that weren't meant the way they were sounded like (and I sincerely apologize if it sounds offending to anyone of you), but, by the end of the day, its up to how the messages were interpreted.
I'm stuck right now as I can't think of any words best describe me, or my feelings. Hopes to see changes in the future. I'd rather think life is challenging than difficult. After all, its our mindset. That's it.
Good night and happy new year.
